Falling into the Darkness, Losing the Life

Lance took a second to respond, but he slowly nodded first. "You... You are different for sure." He said thinking back to his category of girls. "For some reason you didn't fall into any of my normal categories, I didn't know what to do." He said looking up at her slowly.

"Oh I tend to categorize when I meet someone new," Lane said though he left out it was only with girls. He explained the different categories; 1 being not friends but he would never sleep with them, 2 being friends but he would not sleep with them, 3 being one night stands, and 4 being friends with benefits. The closer you were to one, the less likely he was going to sleep with you. Jinora on the other hand didn't fall into any of those categories, his mind couldn't tell him which one she would be. "Well, for you I guess it's a great thing. For me.... It's kind of torture," he admitted, it was hard not to have people categorized, especially a girl.

"Torture cause I don't know how to act," Lance said reaching his hand out towards her. "I am not sure if my usual charms work, which they haven't" he added stopping his hand just inches away from her. "And I am actually afraid that if I do something wrong, you wont just turn around and forgive me." he admitted, it was so easy with the other girls because he was so good looking, but he feared with Jinora, Looks weren't all he needed to earn her forgiveness.

"But honestly, that's all I have," Lance teased chuckling, he didn't know what else to use if he couldn't use his charm. When she said she wouldn't forgive him for making a mistake he retracted his hand back, he wasn't sure what he was going to do anyways. "I would forgive you," He said honestly.

"Fall for me?" Lance asked titling his head again. He didn't think she fell for him at all, he didn't even knoew they were friends for the longest time. He clenched his fist around the bed rail. "I can promise you. Im sure it's nothing."

Lance only shook his head, he began to think she wasn't going to think anything different than that. Her mind was made up. "Alright, you don't have to tell me now. But one day, you will and I can promise I will be able to forgive you," He said knowing it maybe bad and he might be upset, but that didn't mean she didn't deserve forgiveness.

Lance nodded as he took that into thought, he didn't realize there was a riff between them that was bad but he guessed between him kissing her and her suicide attempt there was a lost connection. "Alright, when you are ready. You can te me." He said softly smiling.

Lance waited patiently knowing this was probably hard for her. The moment she spilled he r guts the slow realization of what she was saying seeped into his brain. The smile he had on his face fell to a thin line. "You''re lying." He whispered, he couldn't believe she was this person. But the pieces began to fit as he remembered how defensive she got about the person behind the screen. "I... I need to go for a minute." He said letting go of the bed rail bland taking a step back. "I need some air. It's hot in here." He added taking another step.

Lance wasn't sure if he would return right away, but he would. He just needed time to think away from her and everyone else. As he headed toward the door he stopped. "Jinora," he called out hoping she didn't hear the pain in his voice. "You better still tell me." He said only turning his towards her, a serious look on his face. "I would never be able to forgive myself," he added before leaving the room. As he did he bumped into Evwrly who was returning from the snack machine, "I guess that makes you Ursula," he said , anger in his voice as he pushed past her and down the hallway.

Everkys mouth dropped at the mention of her blog name, she turned towards Jinoras room before entering in a hurry. "What did you tell him?" She demanded.