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Post by Bri on Feb 27, 2014 10:56:18 GMT -6
She squeezed her eyes shut. "I don't know Ev, once I get off those things I'm a completely different person with no logic or reason at all. I'm sorry, but...how did you find me?"
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 27, 2014 11:31:24 GMT -6
Everly only nodded, she wouldn't push her friend, she knew it was tough. She shrugged, "That guy we wrote about, the mab-who're, messaged me," she said wondering if he would show up or avoid JinorA from now on .
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Post by Bri on Feb 27, 2014 11:33:12 GMT -6
Jinora went even more pale and looked at her friend. "L-Lance saw? What was he doing at my room?" She asked, almost panicked. Who else had seen all of this? "This means we have to blog about it.The Tank would never overlook this."
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 27, 2014 12:43:11 GMT -6
Everly only nodded. "He messaged me and then followed me into your room. When he saw he froze." She said wondering why she cared. She nodded her head. "I can make another one when I get back," she promised though its going to be tough.
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Post by Bri on Feb 27, 2014 16:05:57 GMT -6
Jinora rubbed her forehead and nodded. Great. The last person she had wanted to show this side to had seen it. There was no doubt that he was going to avoid her now. "Lovely." She muttered then looked at Everly. "Alright, we can't let anyone get suspicious. Especially that idiot Odile."
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 27, 2014 19:18:24 GMT -6
Everly thought it was odd that she cared if Lance saw her, did she really like him that much? She didn't think so, just embarrassed about it, though with the hall crowded with students, it was hard to hide what happened. "Fuck Odile, that bitch can die." She said with anger, but she jumped on her phone quickly to write the post.
Lance walked up to the nurses station "Wheres Jinora eve staying?" he asked. He was told her room number and headed down the hallway. He stopped just short of the door, wondering what was keeping him back from entering. He knew she was probably upset he had seen what happened, and he wasn't sure if she actually wanted to see him. He took a deep breath before turning the knob and opening the door. "hello?" He called out.
Everly looked up from her phone and her mouth dropped open "Holy shit." She whispered.
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Post by Bri on Feb 27, 2014 22:11:17 GMT -6
Jinora's eyes widened at the sound of his voice, her heart beat quickening. She looked at Everly in a panic, then swallowed nervously, turning her attention back to the door. "Y-yes?" She answered in a soft voice.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 27, 2014 22:27:20 GMT -6
Lance walked further into the room, coming around the room to see Jinora, he smiled, though it was soft and not like his usually sexy one he always gave. "How are you feeling?" He asked, holding out the bouquet of Daffodils towards her.
Everly shook her head and turned her attention back to her phone to complete the post. She knew she needed to get it out before people started questioning why the Shark Tank hadn't jumped at this.
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Post by Bri on Feb 27, 2014 22:34:26 GMT -6
Jinora's eyes widened when she saw the flowers. "I-I'm okay..." She said softly and reached out, gently taking the flowers from him. "Thank you Lance..."
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 27, 2014 22:54:21 GMT -6
Lance smile got wider as she took the flowers from his hands. "I'm... I'm glad to hear that." He said, sticking his hands in his pockets feeling suddenly awkward. At this moment Everly stood up from the chair and walked over to Jinora's bedside, pushing Lance out of the way. She held her phone up to Jinora for approval, though she wouldn't say this out loud, she didn't want to post about her friends self harm without her permission.
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Post by Bri on Feb 27, 2014 23:11:52 GMT -6
Jinora took Everly's phone, shifting the bouquet to one hand and looked at the post. She nodded and gave Everly back her phone, offering a small smile. "Thank you Ev." She looked back at Lance, holding the flowers carefully against her chest."I'm sorry you saw all of that." She whispered softly.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 28, 2014 13:37:48 GMT -6
Lance watched curiously, wondering what those two were up to, but he wasn't going to ask, it wasn't his place to. Everly took her phone back and sat down. She stared at her phone, though she didn't post create board yet. She wanted to wait until Lance had left in case he got suspecious. Lance turned to Jinora, he cleared his throat. "Was it my fault?" He asked quietly.
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Post by Bri on Feb 28, 2014 14:42:53 GMT -6
Jinora looked at Lance quietly and shook her head. "It wasn't Lance." She said, her voice growing thick. She couldn't imagine anyone blaming themselves for what she had done. "It was all my fault..." She shook her head again and stared down at the flowers.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 28, 2014 21:03:00 GMT -6
Lance listened to her carefully, though she denied it was his fault, he couldn't help but feel like it was. After all, it had happened after he had forced a kiss on her, when she probably didn't want one. He didn't know what to say.
"Okay, well I am jut going to step outside," Everly said feeling awkward as Lance stood there staring at Jinora. She stood up and grabbed her purse, walking past Lance and out the door.
Lance watched Everly leave the room before turning back to Jinora. "I shouldn't have kissed you," He admitted.
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Post by Bri on Feb 28, 2014 21:07:25 GMT -6
Jinora looked up at him when she heard his confession. "What?" She whispered. "You regret that?" She asked, quickly looking down. Of course he regretted it, she would never be good enough for him. That shouldn't have mattered to her, but it did...it made her heart hurt.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 28, 2014 21:40:50 GMT -6
"If it's the reason why you... You decided..." Lance said feeling tears form behind his eyes for the first time in a long time. "I didn't mean to hurt you," He said, his voice cracking. He grabbed a hold of the bed rail, he was having trouble standing up, he hadn't slept well the night before. "I only regret it... If you decided to... Go because of it." he added, knowing deep down it's what sent her down spiraling.
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Post by Bri on Feb 28, 2014 21:56:32 GMT -6
Jinora watched him in shock, having no idea she would have such an impact on him. "Lance," she said softly and for one of the very first and few times, she reached out and touched him first, resting her small hand on top of his much larger one, "this has nothing to do with you...that night a lot of memories of my mom resurfaced and sent me down into a spiral.
When I think of my mother everything else goes away and all my insecurities come to the surface. It was not because of you that this happened. It's also because I ran out of pills." She said softly. "If I don't take them I get very depressed and this happens....this was my fourth attempt because I ran out of them."
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 28, 2014 23:20:34 GMT -6
Lance listened carefully, he nodded his head understanding, though he still felt like it was his fault in someway. He should have known not to push to quickly with Jinora, she may seem tough on the outside, but she was soft on the inside. He turned away from her, his back towards her as he stared at a spot on the wall. "My mom.... She killed herself... When I was really young," He admitted, surprised this was coming out, only Cassadee knew this side of him. He didn't want to admit, he thought it was his fault too and to him it probably was.
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Post by Bri on Feb 28, 2014 23:25:32 GMT -6
Jinora watched him quietly, her eyes widening when he told her about his mom. Her hand tightened around his. "Lance..." she said softly, but trailed off, not sure what to say. "Lance....please look at me..."
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 28, 2014 23:41:17 GMT -6
Lance couldn't make himself turn around, he felt a few tears escape the barrier in his eyes. He wiped them away quickly. "For years I didn't know where my mom had gone," He said continuing to stare at the wall, wanting to stop talking but something kept him going. "And when my grandma finally told me what happened. I knew it was my fault." He took a deep breath and let it out slowly before turning around to face her.
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