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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 1:58:28 GMT -6
Ever since the ball had ended Jinora had kept herself locked up in her room, refusing to go to class and just posting on her blog. She had felt humiliated and like an idiot for acting how she did. She was so caught up in her grief and anger that she had stopped paying attention to her pills.
She took more than she had needed and was out.
Instead of getting more right away she stayed in her room, her depression taking over her in a dark wave.
You're worthless. Her mothers voice rang in her head. There is no point to you being alive, you hideous little bitch. I should have aborted you. You worthless piece of shit.
It had all became too much. Without the help of her pills to keep herself at bay, Jinora had taken apart one of her razors. She had taken the sharp metal and slid it across her wrists, criss crossing multiple scars from past attempts. She felt nothing as the metal bit her skin. She watched herself bleed out until she became too woozy.
Collapsing back in her bed, she closed her eyes, hoping that this would be the end as the red stained her crisp, white sheets. It would take time, but she wanted to suffer.
You deserve to suffer like I have.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 11:14:59 GMT -6
Lance walked down the hallway of the girls dorm, it had only been a couple of days since the masquerade ball and he finally learned a little more about Jinora, and why she was the way she was. He couldn't believe her mother would tell her such things, he didn't know how his own mother would treat him, but he hoped it wouldn't be like this. He stopped in front of her dorm door and stared, he wasn't sure she would open the door, but he hoped she would.
Lance knocked three times on the door. "Jinora, I have your shoes," He said. It wasn't the only thing he had for her. There was a letter he had written for her that he hoped she would read and understand he wasn't going to just leave her. "I know you are in there," He called out when there wasn't an answer, people had said she didn't leave her dorm room lately, skipping classes and no one had seen her at the cafeteria. "Please let me in," He said leaning his head against the door.
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 13:53:29 GMT -6
Lance's voice tickled at the edge of Jinora's mind, but do to the blood loss she couldn't understand who it was or what they wanted. She felt too woozy to stand, instead she just closed her eyes.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 17:38:56 GMT -6
Lance knocked on the door again. He didn't really want to leave until he saw her and knew she was okay. "Jinora please open the door. You''re scaring me a little," he said hoping this would make her open the door.
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 18:32:10 GMT -6
She let out a soft sighed and stayed on her bed, turning her head weakly into her pillow.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 20:16:16 GMT -6
After ten minutes Lance took his phone out of his pocket and went straight to facebook. He found the only friend other than himself from tidewater and sent the girl an urgent message, hoping she would either respond or run over here. He could only hope.
Not even five minutes later an Asian chick pushed passed him and banged on the door "Jinora! Please let me in, its Everly," She said, her voice cracking slightly.
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 20:55:24 GMT -6
"Ev...er...ly...." Jinora whispered softly, her eyes fluttering closed. She felt her breathing come out in short, shuttering gasps. It felt as if the end was near and she felt ready for it, but part of her seemed unwilling to go just yet...
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 21:12:53 GMT -6
Everly completely ignored Lance, when there wasn't a response to her she took out her key ring, which was holding over a dozen rings. She picked a certain one and placed it into the doorknob, unlocking the door. "JINORA!" She called out, noticing how dark it was.
Lance followed after her, dropping the shoes and letter
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 21:16:03 GMT -6
Jinora's eyes flickered open when she heard her name. "No..." She whispered softly, slowly turning her head towards her closed bedroom door.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 21:43:25 GMT -6
Everly pushed through Jinora's door gasping at the sight, her hands slapping over her mouth, "Jinora no." She whispered rushing over to her and holding a hand over the place where she made the cuts.
Lance soon followed Everly, stopping in the doorway, his eyes widening at the sight. "Oh my God," He said, his mind going blank. He was feeling a little woozy from the sight of the blood.
"Call 9-1-1!" Every said through tears as she turned back to Jinora, trying to get her to wake up.
Lance snapped out of his confusion and grabbed his phone, dialing the numbers though his hands were shaky. "HellO? Yes there is an emergency.... My friend.... My friend tried to kill herself. " He said listening to the instruction on the other end.
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 21:47:17 GMT -6
Jinora looked up at Everly with glassy eyes. "Suppose...to..happen..." She whispered hoarsely. "I'll...finally....make....Mom....happy..."
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 22:23:59 GMT -6
Everly couldn't quite make out what Jinora was saying, she only shook her head. She didn't want the only friend she had in life to leave her alone. "No Jinora, you can't leave." She said shaking her head.
Lance gave the operator the address for the school and stayed on the line. About twenty-five minutes later the paramedics came through the door with the Principal.
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 22:40:02 GMT -6
When Jinora was finally in stable condition at the hospital, she was left in her room to settle down and be visited by any friends that wanted to see her. She was laying in a partial upright position in her bed, pillows propped around her as she looked around sleepily, trying to understand what had happened. All she remembered was a darkness falling over her and the slice of the blade against her skin. Had she really tried to end it all for the fourth time? It took her a while to understand, the medication that the nurses had given her making her mind dull.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 23:07:58 GMT -6
Everly had been sleeping in the chair in Jinora's room. She was the only person besides family allowed to stay while waiting for Jinora to wake up. She had lied about being her roommate just to do so. She yawned, heard movement in the room and assumed one of the nurses had stopped by to take Jinora's vitals so she continued to sleep in the uncomfortable seat.
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 23:10:20 GMT -6
Jinora slowly raised a hand, looking down at her bandaged wrist and IV tubes, causing her to sigh. She felt shame, especially when she looked over an saw Everly sitting in a tiny chair. "Ev..." She said softly then looked down.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 23:45:26 GMT -6
Everly moaned in her sleep, she felt like she heard her name though she wasn't sure. She opened one of her eyes just to make sure one of the nurses wasn't asking for her to wake up. She noticed through the blurry eye that Jinora had moved. She shot up, opening both of her eyes. "Jinora?" She asked standing up and walking over to the bed.
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 23:49:34 GMT -6
Jinora looked at her friend, not really sure what to say. She looked down, wanting to hide behind her hair, but couldn't, it was all tied back in a pony tail by the nurses. "Hey..." She finally said
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 27, 2014 0:00:27 GMT -6
Everly smiled, glad to see her friend was okay. "Hey, how are you feeling?" She asked taking Jinora's hand in hers. "You scared me, a lot." She added knowing she had also scared whatever his face was that contacted her.
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Post by Bri on Feb 27, 2014 0:04:50 GMT -6
Jinora looked down quietly. "I'm sorry..." She said softly in shame. "It just happened...I ran out of pills and then....I can't remember much more."
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 27, 2014 10:18:37 GMT -6
Everky shook her head. "Its okay, I understand," she said though she didn't know what it was like to be on pills all the time for something. "Why didn't say anything to me?" She asked feeling slightly hurt.
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