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Post by Honey on Feb 26, 2014 19:33:34 GMT -6
Shara shook her head. She tried to pull her hand away from Whitney as she stood up. Her brain was running a mile a minute. Her hand was still caught in Whitney's though, making tears come to her eyes.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 20:34:48 GMT -6
"Shara, please say something." Whitney said, feeling the tears come to her eyes though she fought hard to keep them at bay, she was worried that Shara would leave her. She didn't know what to do if they did.
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Post by Honey on Feb 26, 2014 20:56:27 GMT -6
Shara slowly sunk to her knees in front of Whitney. "You know...you are the first person I ever really showed emotion to..." she said softly, looking up at the other girl. "Can you...tell me what actually happened. I want to hear it from you...and don't lie to me...please." the last word came out in a small whisper.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 21:17:40 GMT -6
Whitney fell to her knees in front of Shara, she took a deep breath and tried to swallow, though there wasn't anything to swallow. She explained to her what happened, as the tears burst through the barrier and down her cheeks. She told Shara about the first time she met Ben, how she felt the butterflies in her stomach like she had for her. She explained about the day on the field, that she confessed to Ben but nothing more had happened. When she was done her makeup was running down her face, the tears had finally stopped but she was breathing fast.
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Post by Honey on Feb 26, 2014 21:31:14 GMT -6
Shara listened, her tears finally falling. She shook her head and buried her head in her hands. "I ruined this whole night by bringing this up...I'm so sorry." she muttered. /All i ever do is screw things up.../ she thought glumly to herself. Of course she was upset about the whole thing with Ben...but who was she to judge. of course Whitney wouldn't actually want to be with another girl if she had a boy like that.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 22:03:04 GMT -6
Whitney shook her head "Shara you didn't" She said wrapping her arms around her wanting to do nothing but hold her close to her, she knew she had ruined this night by talking to Ben, about thinking about Ben. She wished she could take it all back.
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Post by Honey on Feb 26, 2014 22:19:02 GMT -6
Shara chuckled in a self-depreciating manner. "This was supposed to be a fun night..." she sighed, letting herself relax in Whitney's arms.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 22:49:53 GMT -6
Whitney held her close, feeling like the whole world was going to come crumbling apart at any second. "It can still be fun," She whispered, promising something that probably wasn't going to happen.
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Whishara
Feb 26, 2014 22:52:55 GMT -6
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Post by Honey on Feb 26, 2014 22:52:55 GMT -6
Shara nodded. She took a deep breath and pulled away. "Alright, let's make the most of it then." She said, moving to stand up. She wiped a hand across her face. "Whitney, i won't break this up, but you have to be the one to choose. I'll take whatever happens in stride." She said with a determined nod then stood up, brushing off debris from her dress.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 23:11:43 GMT -6
(OH GOD, WHITNEY HAVING TO MAKE A CHOICE!!! THE WORLD WILL END)
Whitney sighed with relief when Shara wanted to make the most of the rest of the night. But the small smile she was able to have on her face faded quickly. Choose? She didn't think that was possible, in her mind she wanted both. Whitney looked up at her, feeling like she was just stabbed in the heart.
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Whishara
Feb 26, 2014 23:16:51 GMT -6
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Post by Honey on Feb 26, 2014 23:16:51 GMT -6
((THEN LET THE WORLD PERISH!!! PRESS THE BUTTON WHITNEY!!!YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT!!!!))
Shara smiled sadly at Whitney. "I'm sorry...you don't have to choose now...just...eventually...though, I would prefer if you told me what you choose, instead if dumping me like yesterday's trash." She said. Shara took a deep breath, placing the figurative mask over her features once again. She smiled as she out her golden mask on. "Wanna go in? Or do you want to meet me inside?" She asked.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 23:24:50 GMT -6
(( OH DEAR GOD.... THE WORLD IS PERISHING!!!!!))
Whitney was thankful that she didn't have to make a choice right then and there, she wasn't sure what she was going to decide, her brain was all over the place she couldn't think straight. She stood up slowly and sniffed, her nose completely clogged. "Give me a minute, I think I need the cool air to clear my face up," She said trying to chuckle and make a joke. She knew she probably looked like a wreck and wasn't sure she was even going to go inside. "I'll be in, five minutes." She said grabbing Shara's hand and giving it a squeeze.
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Whishara
Feb 26, 2014 23:30:44 GMT -6
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Post by Honey on Feb 26, 2014 23:30:44 GMT -6
((*screaming* EVERYONE RUN!!!! Lesebeonest...ITS ARMAGEDDON!!!))
Shara nodded stiffly. "Take your time." She smiled gingerly. She took a deep breath and squeezed Whitney's hand back before letting go, for some reason she felt like this was the last time...she knew Whitney probably wouldn't pick her. She shook her head slightly before standing in front if the doors, she turne since more to look at Whitney with a smile before she opened the doors and walked in.
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 23:36:58 GMT -6
Ben looked up a the sky, after some internal debate he had decided to not go to the dance. He wouldn't be able to have any fun, he had no friends to meet up with and he didn't really feel like flirting with any girls...the only girl on his mind was one who was in a relationship. Which sucked, but he would respect it and not put any moves on Whitney.
Walking away from the tree's, he spotted someone outside and tilted his head. He slowly approached but quickly stopped when he saw it was Whitney.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 23:42:51 GMT -6
Whitney watched Shara enter the dance, smiling a fake smile as she disappeared through the doors. Whitney lost it at that time, falling back to the ground as the tears returned. "What the fuck is wrong with me," she mumbled to herself as she thought back through the last few days and her feelings for both of them. This all brought her back to her old friend, Haylie.
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Post by Bri on Feb 26, 2014 23:45:06 GMT -6
Ben was about to move on to give Whitney some space-until he heard her crying. He quickly rushed over to her and kneeled in front of her worriedly. "Whitney?" He asked. "What's wrong?" He bit his lip in concern, not really sure what to do since he was really bad with girls when they cried. Even after growing up with so many sisters who would cry over the smallest thing, he still froze up like a deer in headlights when the tears started to fall.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 26, 2014 23:58:58 GMT -6
Whitney tried to breath through her nose but it was a snotty mess. "Ben... I can't... Not now," She said worried that Shara would come outside and see her talking with him. That would not help the situation at all. She stood up slowly, stumbling a little bit but was able to stabilize herself. "I just.. I need to think." she added.
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Post by Bri on Feb 27, 2014 0:01:14 GMT -6
He looked at her in confusion as he slowly stood, wondering why she was suddenly pushing him away. "Can't what?" He asked.
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Post by Kipcha on Feb 27, 2014 0:03:49 GMT -6
Whitney wiped her face with her hand, though it wasn't doing her any good at all. She snot was all over her face and the tears would stop coming. "I'm sorry." Was all she could say as she started crying again. She didn't know what to do at this point except cry.
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Post by Bri on Feb 27, 2014 0:09:38 GMT -6
"You have nothing to be sorry for. Calm down a second." He walked closer and pulled up the sleeve of his shirt and started cleaning off her face with it, ignoring how gross it was.
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