Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 1:52:17 GMT -6
Try to find out what makes you tick.
Sore and Sick
Name: Jinora Eve
Age: 17
Orientation: Straight
Originally From: New York City
Status: Single as that crushed pringle.
Crush: Lance Wood-Sigh....let's just see how this goes...
Appearance: Raven black hair and hazel eyes.
Appearance: Raven black hair and hazel eyes.
Do you like that?
At first glance Jinora seems like your average girl. She has average looks, glasses that are too big for her face, and not a very big personality. She doesn't go out of her way to talk to people, instead she likes to watch people and see what they do. She is fascinated by human interaction.
There is something to her though, she tends to lie. Jinora isn't exactly a pathological liar, she just likes to...stretch the truth a little to make it more interesting to others.
There's a fine line between love and hate.
You could say she's learned to lie from her mother, who was a heroine addict, usually resorting to prostitution in order to get her fix, which is how Jinora came about. Her mother, Heidi, had tried an abortion, but that obviously hadn't worked. Surprisingly Heidi kept her daughter, trying to straighten up her life, but never did.
Her young life was spent on the streets, making homes out of cardboard boxes while her mom went out to get her fix, leaving her little daughter to fend for herself half the time, only coming back when she couldn't find a place to sleep for the night. Soon Heidi found a place to stay, with a new boyfriend who treated her like dirt, but since he offered them a small apartment to stay in, Heidi took it, trying to give her daughter a better life, ultimately failing in that endeavor.
This new boyfriend started to become violent, taking his anger out on Heidi, knowing that if he touched Jinora and left a mark, the school would see and he would go to jail and so Jinora remained unharmed.
Heidi began to despise her for it.
Desperate, I will crawl
Desperate, I will crawl
She blamed Jinora for this pain, she was stuck in that life because of her daughter, her disgusting daughter that was evidence of how shitty her life was and began to take it out on the little six-year-old, constantly telling her how ugly she was, pointing out every single flaw. One hair out of place and it was a chance to make the little girl feel like the ugliest creature in the world. Heidi kept this up for years until Jinora found her way out, getting scholarships that would allow her to attend Tidewater and escape her family, but carrying her mental scars with her forever.
No love, there is no love.
Jinora suffers from severe anxiety, she has a hard time being around people and fears human interaction, she doesn't want to make a fool of herself in front of other people. You could say her anxiety is the reason for another problem of hers. A problem that makes her consider ending her life at any moment. This problem can be thought of as common to many in their teenage years. This problem is called depression. Jinora has to be kept on medication to suppress her depression, if she misses a day she seems to become a totally different person. She spirals into darkness and begins to hate herself and want to end it.
Waiting for so long
In her younger years before attending Tidewater Jinora use to cut herself, leaving permanent scars along her wrists and other places on her body. She has attempted suicide three times in her life, each time a failure. Those pills weren't enough, that blade wasn't sharp enough, that vein didn't empty fast enough. She lived and is forced to meet with a counselor at least twice a week to talk about how she is. She hates these meetings, but deals with them, her good pills keep her alive. She keeps these pills with her at all times, fearing that the next time she runs out will be her last.
What have I become?
She hoped this new school would give her the chance to start anew, but it wasn't meant to be. No one noticed her and those who did made fun of her, giving her constant reminders of her life before this high school. This pain fueled her anger....She has no close friends, her only friend was the internet, which spawned her idea: A blog. A blog about the people at her school....
Something's getting in the way.
Something's just about to break.
Something's just about to break.
The blog, titled "The Shark Tank." is a blog she runs anonymously, going by the name of the Siren. With another person she reports the going on's of her fellow students, sometimes stretching the truth. Hey, interesting gossip sells, not boring bull shit. She doesn't care if she ruins your life, she's just giving back what people dish out. Can't handle it? Then don't do it.
So, check out the Shark Tank, you'll never know what you learn.
As I burn another page,
As I look the other way.
I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane.
Get to Know her Through Music.
Her Playlist:
Diary of Jane-Breaking Benjamin
All Around Me-Flyleaf
Little White Lies-One Direction
She Wolf (Falling to Pieces)-David Guetta featuring Sia
Dirty Little Secret-All American Rejects
Gives You Hell-All American Rejects
Promise Me-Dead by April
The Only Exception-Paramore
Miss Movin' On-Fifth Harmony
Adore You-Miley Cyrus
The Balancing Act-Cool Hand Luke
Knockin' on Heavans Door-Guns N' Roses
Get to Know her Through Music.
Her Playlist:
Diary of Jane-Breaking Benjamin
All Around Me-Flyleaf
Little White Lies-One Direction
She Wolf (Falling to Pieces)-David Guetta featuring Sia
Dirty Little Secret-All American Rejects
Gives You Hell-All American Rejects
Promise Me-Dead by April
The Only Exception-Paramore
Miss Movin' On-Fifth Harmony
Adore You-Miley Cyrus
The Balancing Act-Cool Hand Luke
Knockin' on Heavans Door-Guns N' Roses
Have fun guppies...
-Siren