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Post by Heather on Jan 16, 2014 12:28:38 GMT -6
Austin looked down watching her before staring back at the ceiling. She wasn't going to leave him alone unless he had sex with her. He started biting his bottom lip pulling off his shirt pulling her close to him kissing her lips.
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Post by Jess on Jan 16, 2014 14:56:37 GMT -6
Elizabeth smiled down at him with seeing his reaction. She kissed him softly, wrapping her hands around him. "You have such an amazing body," she said as she pressed against him, though she paused for a second, little images from that night popping into her head as the cloud started to release its hold on her mind. "Austin.....I'm so sorry."
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Post by Heather on Jan 16, 2014 15:23:29 GMT -6
"You do too." Austin mumbled against their lips, moving down kissing her neck as she paused saying she's sorry. "Babe I forgive you...I told you that already." he said looking up at her running a hand down his back unhooking her bra letting it fall to the ground.
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Post by Jess on Jan 16, 2014 16:27:20 GMT -6
"How can you forgive me when I cheated on you?" She asked, a bit astounded. Who could ever forgive someone for that.
"I didny mean to, but I did," she said, moving a little away from him, looking as though she was on the brink of tears.
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Post by Heather on Jan 16, 2014 22:44:57 GMT -6
Austin pulled back confused, "W-what?" he said looking at her feeling like he basically got slapped in the face. "With...with Riley?" he asked as he got up from his bed looking at her seeing she was on the brink of tears, and so was he. He just didn't get it, "I thought I was enough for you..." he said frowning turning away from her wanting to punch the wall. "I gave you my virginity!" he yelled at her gripping the chair to keep himself from hurting her, or himself.
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Post by Jess on Jan 16, 2014 23:06:53 GMT -6
"You are!" Elizabeth said, tears streaming down her cheeks as she watched him. She thought back on what happened that night, kind of like it was a bad horror movie. It was almost like she was stuck in her head, seeing everything that happened, but not able to control her actions. "We didn't have sex," she said softly, knowing that really didn't make things much better. She grabbed her bra, strapping it back on, and pulling on her shirt. She stood up, feeling her stomach heave as she did so, but kept herself from throwing up. The whole entire night was somewhat of a haze, like a dream that she wasn't the master of.
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Post by Heather on Jan 16, 2014 23:09:50 GMT -6
"Get out of my room. Leave." Austin told her tears rolling down his face but he didn't turn to look at her. He was hurt, did everything they did the past few days...few hours mean nothing to her? How could he be so stupid, he shouldn't have even let that happen he should have left with her and not kept her there by herself. Right now he needed to be alone, and she needed to be alone and sober up. He just couldn't believe it.
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Post by Jess on Jan 16, 2014 23:17:36 GMT -6
"I'm so sorry," Elizabeth said, knowing that there was no way she could fix what was done. She didn't mean to hurt him. Honestly, she had been so gone earlier that she didn't even remember his name. At one point she didn't even remember Riley's. What made her feel worse was the fact that if Austin hadn't shown up, then she would have actually slept with Riley. That was just the topping on the cake.
"I know youre not going to forgive me, and i know I can't make things right in any shape or form, but I love you. And if I wasn't so wasted off my ass, I wouldn't have even looked at any other guy. But it doesn't matter, because I'm just some slut," she said, grabbing her shoes, opening the door, and slammed it right behind her.
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Post by Heather on Jan 16, 2014 23:22:17 GMT -6
Austin stood there still not able to look at her, hearing what she said and flinched when the door shut behind her. He just really couldn't believed what happened sitting down his head in his hands as he cried. He just started to love again to only just have his heart being ripped out, plus he gave his virginity to her...he couldn't handle everything right now.
((We can skip to like the next day or something when she's sobered up xD))
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Post by Jess on Jan 16, 2014 23:33:33 GMT -6
((Yep yep xD))
Elizabeth ran around the track, wearing a work out bra and a pair or stretchy black capris with her hair back in a pony tail.
She had her head ohones in her ears, blasting some random pop song that she really wasn't even paying attention to. Her mind was too focused on everything that happened the night before--her anger towards herself forcing her to run even faster.
After she left Austin's that night, she ended up being checked into the hospital by a close friend of her's, since she had been non stop puking her guts out to the point where her friend was worried she had alcohol poisoning.
She didn't, but when the doctors tested her they did find that she had a fairly decent quantity of ecstasy in her system. Apparently someone had really spiked one of her drinks.
To her, the drug didn't explain away her actions. What she did was wrong, and the worse part was how much it really hurt Austin.
She pushed herself to run faster, her limbs aching as tears brimmed her eyes. She suddenly stopped, bending over as she lost it--breaking down to tears in the middle of the track. She just lost her first love, because she was an idiot.
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Post by Heather on Jan 16, 2014 23:42:09 GMT -6
Austin was up early the next morning, not getting much sleep only sleeping for a few hours his mind was racing with thoughts, replaying everything out in his head. He went to the barn the next morning taking his horse out on a stroll before the sun was even up, going to the spot he had shown Elizabeth, the spot where he basically fell in love with her. He didn't know what to do, weather to forgive her and move on, or just to never talk to her again and move on from that. Later on that day he found himself wondering around the school as if he was lost again, which he was his heart was lost. He was watching Elizabeth run the track from a distance, moving closer to the fence leaning against it watching her before seeing her break down crying. It hurt him even more to see her that upset, his heart aching for her. Slowly moving out onto the track coming up besides her looking down before bending down next to her his hand carefully rubbing her back wanting to tell her everything was going to be okay, but he wasn't sure if it was true.
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Post by Jess on Jan 16, 2014 23:51:45 GMT -6
Elizabeth looked up as a hand started rubbing her back. She didn't know who she expected it to be, but she definitely wasn't expecting it to be Austin. She straightened up a bit as she looked at him, attempting to stop the tears from flowing and make her look stronger than she really was, but she couldn't.
"I understand you might not forgive me. I wouldn't forgive me. For all we know, something just like last night might happen again. ..." she said, her voice going soft again. She wanted to be with him more than anything, but it hurt her to think about about the things she could do when drunk. She wanted nothing more than to not hurt him again. "I can't control myself at parties. And I can't control what people do to me at parties....maybe you should just stay away from me. Save yourself the heartache."
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Post by Heather on Jan 16, 2014 23:59:42 GMT -6
Austin looked at her, seeing the tears still flowing listening to what she was telling him. He stayed quiet, moving closer wiping the tears from her face, "Shhh." he said shaking his head looking to her. "Elizabeth, I love you...and I don't think I will ever to be able to stop loving you. Heck, I'm ninety five precent sure that I want to spend the rest of my life with you." he told her telling her the truth shaking his head. "I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. We can work this out. So we don't go to college parties anymore. I'll get us alcohol and we can have our own party in my dorm room. Or if we do go to parties, you don't leave my side." he told her his hands cupping her face, his thumbs rubbing away the tears giving her a small smile.
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Post by Jess on Jan 17, 2014 0:08:35 GMT -6
Elizabeth looked at him, what he had to say really didn't make the tears stop. It just made her feel worse for doing this to such a great guy. "Is it worth having to baby sit me for the rest of your life?" She asked softly, looking up at him. Spending the rest of her life with him sounded nice, but was that really what they both wanted? To baby sit and be baby sat, because one of them couldn't handle whaf happens when they get drunk. "What if it happens again?" She asked softly.
(I feel like a horrible person, because Elizabeth was already doing something bad with Chase. ..lol.)
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Post by Heather on Jan 17, 2014 0:17:06 GMT -6
"We will figure it out when it happens. You didn't sleep with him." Austin told her moving his hands to her waist wrapping his arms around her pulling her in for a hug. "I honestly can't spend a day without you." he said kissing the top of her head. "If we truly love each other, we will make this work." he told her rubbing her back. "I mean we only just started dating...it can't be over yet." he told her.
((JESS! UGH MY POOR BABY! D: MAKE HER STOP YOU WHORE! SHES WITH AUSTIN! ))
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Post by Jess on Jan 17, 2014 0:24:40 GMT -6
(Lol. I know...I'm bad. We can make it to where she slept with chase before this whole Riley incident and she doesn't remember it. I just dont know how it would come out or even if it should...)
Elizabeth looked up at him, wrapping her arms around him before burying her face in his chest. "I love you so much Austin," she said, knowing she was probably a tad too young for making plans to spend the rest of her life with a guy, but that didnt mean she couldnt. "I ended up getting absolutely no sleep last night. I spent most of my time in the hospital with a needle in my arm." She said, feeling absolutely exhausted. She couldn't let herself sleep in bed all day, though.
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Post by Heather on Jan 17, 2014 0:31:15 GMT -6
(HE'S JUST A BABY YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO HIM!)
"I love you too baby." Austin told her rubbing her back lightly looking down at her. "I couldn't sleep either, worried about you too much. Plus side me and Buddy saw the sun come up this morning." he told her with a light laugh brushing a hand along her face. "Come on, let's go back and let you shower and we can take a nap together." he told her tipping his cowboy hat down to keep the sun out of his face.
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Post by Jess on Jan 17, 2014 0:38:11 GMT -6
(FIIINE. SHE WILL BEHAVE FROM NOW ON!!)
"You're crazy," Elizabeth said with a soft smile, honestly not understanding why he took her back. She wouldn't have forgiven him if he did that to her, so how could he forgive after everything? He was so sweet, that it made her heart ache just looking up at him. She got up on her tip toes, giving him a small kiss on the nose as he tipped his hat. "Can we watch Hansel and Gretel on Netflix while we are laying down? I've heard its really--" she said, pausing to let out a big yawn, not realizing before just how exhausted she was. "Bad ass," she finished.
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Post by Heather on Jan 17, 2014 0:42:32 GMT -6
"Crazy about you baby." Austin said smiling, everyone deserved a second chance right? He scrunched his nose as she placed a kiss on his nose nodding. "Sure we can, if we don't fall asleep watching it." he said laughing as she yawn turning with her to walk back to the dorms with her. "Your room or mine?" he asked her placing a kiss on her head glad to just have her back in his arms.
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Post by Jess on Jan 17, 2014 0:48:17 GMT -6
"Yours. Mine is an absolute wreck from last night," Elizabeth said with a sigh, not even wanting to go into the fact that she threw everything she owned around her room the night before out of anger. It was a childish tantrum, and she was embarassed of him seeing it.
"Austin? I'm hungry," she said with a pout, realizing she hadn't eaten a thing since the previous morning, and spent last night puking it all up.
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