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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 0:27:05 GMT -6
Ciera quietly left her dorm room, walking outside and sitting on a bench under one of the many trees in the court yard, looking up at the sky. For once she wore no make up, her eyes a little red-showing that she had been crying. Her hair was down so it hid her face, though, besides the red eyes, was still beautiful, without the enhancements of make up. She wore dark jeans and a simple hot pink hoody. She pulled her knees up to her chest, balancing carefully on the bench and rested her head on her knees. She was down in the dumps and had no one to talk to, her roommate and her never really spoke and her mom wasn't picking up her phone. She was hoping that she wasn't over reacting, but she was hurt.
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 0:37:48 GMT -6
Stefan smirked smugly, lifting his hat up and running a hand through his hair before plopping the SnapBack on again, except reversed. It was slightly obvious, but he got laid last night(this wasnt Elizabeth btw just some random chick)and he was very pleased. He forgot her name, but she had come into his dorm earlier, bearing Jack Daniels and wearing nothing more than a dress with lingerie beneath. It was pathetic that he remembered what she had been wearing better than her name, but oh well. He liked her nipple piercings. Maybe that was why he was so upbeat. She left her number somewhere, of course, although he didn't plan on giving her a call.
He wandered into the courtyard, his mood blooming. That was, until he saw Ciera, a hot mess. He frowned deeply, walking right up to her, "What's wrong?" he demanded, eyes intense. Did somebody hurt her? Oh god. If he knew somebody hurt her, he would probably be in jail for murder.
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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 1:00:56 GMT -6
(Oh lovely lol) Ciera didn't look up, a frown crossing her fact when she recognized his voice, but, instead of frowning at him, she put on her usual fake smile, looking up at him. "Oh nothing wrong," she said cheerfully, her voice sweet as honey, "I'm just having a lazy day." despite her attempts to sound happy, her eyes betrayed just how horrible she was feeling.
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 1:06:29 GMT -6
Stefan narrowed his eyes when Ciera looked up at him and spoke, sounding too happy, "Don't you pull that happy bullshit on me," he growled, "Ci, tell me what happened. Now," he grabbed her shoulders, a little too forcefully. He felt a sweep of anger--an exaggeration? Maybe a little--and narrowed his eyes at her. "Did somebody hurt you?" he demanded, violence flashing in his gaze. He gripped her shoulders tighter, taking a deep breath. Nobody could hurt her. Nobody. He stared at her darkly, waiting for some response.
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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 1:24:07 GMT -6
Ciera stared up at him in surprise then finally let herself frown and narrowed her eyes. "Yeah. Someone did, you want to know who?" she asked, almost challenging him. At the moment she didn't care if she pissed him off, hell she wanted to. At that second she wanted him to fill as much pain as she did. She wanted him to hurt.
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 1:37:50 GMT -6
Stefan knit his brows as she spoke angrily, "Who the fuck was it?" he said, taking a heavy breath. It was actually pissing him off. Nobody could hurt her. Not ever. He wouldn't allow it. Whoever it was, he would beat the shit out of them, make them regret what they did to her, "What did they do to you?" he asked, frustrated that she wasn't being clear with him.
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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 1:54:42 GMT -6
"It was you." she snapped, suddenly standing up and pushing him away with surprising force. "You're the one who hurt me, you ass!" she clenched her hands into fists as her eyes began to well up with tears.
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 2:06:06 GMT -6
Stefan raised his brows incredulously when she spoke and shoved him, stumbling back. His gaze softened, "What did I do?" he questioned, furrowing his eyebrows. He hadn't done anything wrong to her, not that he knew of. But... Aw shit. How the fuck would she have known about that? It just fucking happened. Though, that might have not been the problem, so he didn't mention it in case he was wrong.
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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 2:11:20 GMT -6
She narrowed her eyes, "Are you serious? It's all over that blog called The Shark Tank. You slept with that Elizabeth girl." she shook her head with disgust, looking way from him and shoving her hands in her pockets.
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 2:15:05 GMT -6
Stefan knit his brows, "A blog? What the fuck? Let me see," he frowned. How would anybody besides Elizabeth and him know what happened? Unless she was telling people. He didn't know why she would though, since she would've been called worse things than people could ever say about him, "Why does it even matter to you who I fuck? It's not your business," he questioned. She really had no right to be mad at him, since they weren't together.
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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 2:19:12 GMT -6
"Go find the blog yourself." she replied, rubbing at her face. "I know it's not my business, but that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt." she turned away, instantly feeling stupid for being so worked up, but decided to confess how she felt in a rough instant of rage she turned on her heel, staring up at him. "Maybe it matters to me because I had a crush on you, ok? I was stupid enough to think that we were friends and I started getting a crush on you. It was a big mistake! I thought you actually cared for me because of how you acted, but I was wrong!"
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 2:24:59 GMT -6
"Fine!" Stefan snapped, ripping out his phone and opening the internet app. He googled it and in moments, he came across the website. He read it out loud, glowering at the screen, "It's a lie Ci! We got together, once and it lasted a few seconds before the cops came in! But I did get arrested that night," he said, looking up at her with a frown, "That was the only time, I swear," he told her, desperate. His brows shot up when she spoke, honestly surprised, "Well how the fuck was I supposed to know that? And we are friends god dammit," he said, clenching his fists.
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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 2:30:10 GMT -6
"The only time you've had sex with Elizabeth? Or the only time you've had sex since then?" she asked, her voice low with an edge to it, "And wouldn't a friend tell another friend that they were arrested so the other person wouldn't have to learn about it in a damn blog post. A BLOG POST!" she clenched her teeth together and wrapped her arms around herself. "You and that girl look like sluts and I look like a moron. I could careless about what people think of me, but it just hurts. As for my crush on you, I thought it was obvious." she muttered the last part.
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 2:46:00 GMT -6
Stefan's face dropped when she spoke, taking a deep breath, "It's not any of your damn business," he frowned. He felt shitty for acting like an ass to her, but he couldn't help it. She couldn't be mad at him, "Nobody was supposed to know I got arrested. Besides, I haven't seen you in days! It wasn't like I was going to hunt you down so I could update you on my fucking life," he said, huffing. He was angry at himself that she found out, though he was honestly angrier at the blogger. How could they have known? What... What if it had been Elizabeth. His eyes darkened. He sighed when she spoke, "Don't. Having a crush will just lead to, well, this. I'm not the guy you should be after for a relationship."
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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 2:50:46 GMT -6
"Maybe you should learn what friends are before you say you're friends with someone," Ciera replied, flinching back from his words. "You can't tell me how to feel Stefan, despite all of this, I still like you. I don't know why, but I do, I really do. I've never been able to be so open with someone before I met you." she ran a shaking hand through her hair, "I can't help but fall for you."
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 11:13:43 GMT -6
Stefan frowned when she spoke, not responding. He wanted to be her friend. Honestly, he noticed that she seemed to like him, but ignored it for the most part. He was hoping to deny it, since it wouldn't be good if they dated. His gaze softened when she spoke, "Listen, you really shouldn't. I could never be a good enough guy for you, trust me," he said quietly, staring info her eyes, "Just... Don't,"
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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 12:30:36 GMT -6
Ciera looked back into his eyes, her lower lip trembling. "I can't just stop liking you Stefan, I just can't. I've tried, I swear."
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 12:39:42 GMT -6
Stefan put his hands on her shoulders again, huffing when she spoke. She looked she was about to cry. He really hoped she wouldn't. "Just be with someone else. Trust me when I tell you it'll be better for you," he said, studying her eyes with a frown.
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Post by Bri on Dec 4, 2013 17:54:09 GMT -6
She just shook her head. "I can't control how I feel. You can't control how I feel. I can't help it okay?" her voice slid into a whisper, "I just can't."
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Post by Narwhal on Dec 4, 2013 17:58:33 GMT -6
Stefan frowned, "Well then maybe you should just stop talking to me," he said slowly, testing his words. He didn't know he would feel if they never talked again, but it would be better for her. She needed to be with someone that was worth the pain. He wasn't worth anything.
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